oh dreams, dreams. i had another bad one last night, yuck. i'm thanking God in heaven that it didn't effect my day in any way this time. but i felt like i was in real fear all night long, that's the best i can describe how it seemed. i was at home with my family, and there was a dead body in the front yard. the people who put it there were cutting of pieces of it, trying to scare anyone who saw, (us), and let us know that the same could happen to anyone else. and that was the catch. people just went missing and were brutally murdered and you never knew who it was going to be, when it was going to happen, or what you had done to provoke these people. you were just always afriad that it was going to be or your family next. mmm, i know it sounds a little pathetic, but gosh dangit, it seems to tangible, real. i just felt afraid all last night. it's okay now, absolutely, thankd to the love of God. and honestly, i haven't thought about since waking up this morning. but sitting here, going over the events of the day, that one still needed to be hashed out.
on a more enjoyable note, momdadgrantandnona came in this weekend and we had the best time ever! thatk you guys for coming, relly really :) it was grand. thank you for making food and hanging out with all our friends, and being awesome like you always are. ciao

I turned out all the lights, shut my computer down and crawled in bed to call it a day, and I saw the moonlight pouring in through the window, drenching the floor in a wash of blue. I think it's a full moon, but it's hard to tell from where our room is and the sky is bit murky. But you know my love for the moon. I'm excited about it and know falling asleep will be difficult without getting this out somehow. Its so soft, and it's light is usually calming, but tonight it made me excited :)